Feelings can't lie...

I shud be blogging about "Why Vampires suck?" but I found that I want to blog. Wanna blog about this much more. So here I am.

I always believe that trust and believe are important elements in many aspect. So that's y I would like to keep them, to gain them but not to destroy them. For what I believe is there's different degree of trust towards different kind of frenz. Yes! Indeed, so that's y there're some frenz that I would like talk much with them but for some, No! Same goes to my frenz, some like to share wif me, but some not...I would not ask why and how come becoz that's the trust and believe between our bonds...what I would feel is "You trusted me, that's y u tell me. I shud gv u bc my trust."...

At this moment I do miss...i miss a lot...i miss those good people...
There were a lot of good people around me and of coz, the degree of trust among us are real great. We sat around and juz used the name of a game "True or Dare"and started sharing and that's another sleepless but enjoyable nite...until the nex morning, when my fren's mum woke up and asked "ei, wake up so early ar?" We juz answered "Nola, auntie. We haven't sleep yet." Miss the moment when years later, we still talked and joke about it...BUT still it's juz among us...no one besides them came to me and quoted the same words to me which i had said that nite...we dun have to purposely said "Eh...it's secret ya...dun tell anyone ya..." coz v understand the ethic of trust and frenz...

It's unforgettable when I am trying to do something and I dun have the guts, my bro would be around me with his encouragement. when I told him about the failure sincerely, he would said in disbelieved "Eh, dun play d la.U so rich hor. phone me up and fool around." i would always like "zha dao"=.=...Those were the memories...when I am in a big big debt, it's nice to receive sms from somebody who care of me and send some huggies to me. It's even great that for those who r in relationship and working, would still take an effort to ask me for meal just becoz they wanna make sure that I am alrite...there're several frenz that i reali salute and treat them as my damn great buddies...those were the people that even v have a fight or misunderstand, they would not bring out those "secret" v shared b4 or threatened us...those were the MAN/WOMAN...

I really miss the moment that even both of us r in the car without saying anything, listening to the radio station that v like and juz go around without any direction...but still it's a great nite for us...I miss those good people around and i seriously wish for another gathering among us...
I miss the frenz that r in UK now, frenz that started working and still always ask me for meal even she is tired, I miss frenz that choose to study Sabah becoz he like the place much...I miss the girl that I said "I love u" to her when that time,she hurt her leg and her mum was juz beside her (haha...memorable one...)...I miss the one that always in Perlis and hoping frenz will always come bc...i miss the one that always tell people that he has onli 1 gf but.....i miss the one that scolded me badly in the hotel and would feel bad of me becoz i had given up a chance (ei...i reali miss ur scold much)...i miss the one that used to called me "uncle"...I miss the one that would create a song that sing about all the SG...I miss the two that lost hp at the same time but still they dun admit they are 'sisters'...*hope i din miss out anyone*

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Frenz outside or blog readers, dun get me wrong ya...I am not emo...feeling can't lie and i dun bluff in my OWN post ok!!!negative feelings aren't with me now...i feel calm in emotion and mind...mayb i m no more 18 or 19...could take things well...

However, this is wat i feel now...Tonight I am going 2 take a ride on my lovely car and tune in my favourite channel and juz go around...i find that i can't find a person to sit beside me...it's juz bcoz i would like to be alone and would like to talk 2 myself...