Stupid!!!

This is not the 1st time d...but i promise tis will be d last...reali d last!!!

I am gambling wif my own future...

Does it worth for u to do so???

think twice...think...think...b rational...

Yee Kean...an advise 4 u...u gonna hv 2 make some changes b4 is 2 late...

Aim for what u wish for...don follow d wrong path...

*quote of the day :"Ur future is in ur hand"...

Way back to glory!!!

I miss the time that I love with passion...
I miss the time I do things with only a single mind & heart...
I miss the time that I love without expecting any return...
I miss the time that we think love is pure...
I miss the time that we treat love in the same degree...
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I miss the previous u...
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Memory remains memory...
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I am still Single & Available...
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I wan 2 b thin as b4...I wan 2 be even excel in study...i wan 2 improve myself...
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Is way back to glory now...

10000th

Thanks for all d support!!!
Please keep on supporting!!!

Recently...SERIOUSLY recently...i get 2 know many things about me last time(around 3,4 years ago) that i din know...all d 'secret' is uncovered...haha...anyway, late is better than never...

I dunno i have been tat great tat time...
I dunno i reali make sth special tat time...
i dunno tat i hv been d best...
i dunno tat i m still d greatest (d moment i m writing tis now)...
i dunno this is wat u think tat time...
i dunno tis is how u feel tat time...

how i wish i know it tat time...haha...mayb tat time is nt the time la...

Now i knew it d...it's sweet....but it doesn't matter anymore la..hehe...thanks anyway...let it be la...

"Cheng Beng" festival!!!

2 months after CNY, this is another time tat v TAN family gathered around again...this time, even our ancestor r wif us...hehe...mayb this time is a bit scary la...but my dad always tells us "is ur own great grandparents & grandparents le, wat 2 scare of?"...

My beloved Ah Gong & Ah Ma...
I onli c them once in d picture...they have passed away b4 i was born...


All my relative chit-chatting...waiting for my grandparents to "makan"...

As usual, when d eating session is over, my dad cut d pineapple in2 small pieces & spread it on the grave...i dunno y hv to do so la...but i guess is becoz pineapple means "ong lai" in hokkien...translated directly mean "good fortune cm"...

Last, v "bank in" some "hell bank notes" into my grandparents' account..."send" new clothes,shoes,mahjong,cigar & etc. for them la...

But my dad say "Ah Gong quited smoking d wo"...haha...dunno la...

This weekend my family go "Cheng Beng" in Penang which is my mum's side 1...i cn't go wif them...
Kinda miss them...they r still around until i was Form 5...i saw them cycling happily, walking easily,welcomed us wif open-arm when v go visit them...until they got sick...lying on bed...& took d last breath...i still remember vividly tat time i was taking my SPM trial exam tat time..i skipped 2 papers for the funeral...is 4 years ago...kinda miss them...

My dad always remind us the story of "wooden bowl"...a pair of husband & wife let their old parents use wooden bowl when taking meal...d son of that husband & wife 1 day keep the wooden bowl...then the husband & wife ask their son y he keep it...the son says "i wanna let u both use it when u all get old"...juz a simple story tat carry a lot of values...

Appreciate them k...

Happy "Cheng Beng"!!!

Random

A normal Saturday turns out 2 b a special 1 when i suddenly think of finding those frenz in TARC...many times i said tat i will go & find u all when i m free d...finally i make d 1st step after almost 2 years...

Meet up my 2 bro, ZheeLoong & KokSeang...with "Uncle Teoh's anak"....haha...seems like kinda long time din meet up d...bt our frequencies or channels are still d same...v din even need 2 adjust anything...v juz start crapping, sharing & gossiping once v meet...keep on updating ourselves & frenz around us...when u all know that i m going 2 meet u all...u all seems like in an unbelievable state...haha...reali pokai le...

Having dinner in BBQ plaza after long time searching 4 car park don reali help anything...esp for ZheeLoong...so v go 4 2nd round in Murni...haha...then crap again...talk about things that v used 2 do last time...basketball,making joke,fun,secondary life,study,girls...so & so...kinda miss tat time...miss d "glory"...miss the time when i was thin...all those feeling reali flooded me...overwhelming.

Loong & Seang...hei...let's come out again when free la...haha...u all might say "listen 1st la...mayb nex year d lo"...hahaha...anyway..reali hv a nice time...

Uncle Teoh's anak...as wat i say...2day won't b tat nice & special without u...2day i may hv know sth about u tat contrast wif my opinion...bt don take it 2 serious k...every1 is unique...ur idea might not be wrong...ppl might notice tat u r different...wat's wrong 2 change???u wanna b stagnant at d same point after tis few years?don 2 mind about ppl's comment...anyhow, 2day i know many things & 2day i have told u a lot of my views & opinion...i don think last time i used 2 b tat 'honest' lo coz i afraid it might affect sth...but according 2 how v r rite now,i don think truth will affect our friendship...it might even strengthen it le...i have the feeling that 2day...v know more about ourselves....our friendship bond is getting thighter..."We are lucky to be how we are now"...thanks 4 d evening thing tat u told me...i reali feel proud le...ohya...d things tat u wan me 2 say when i send u back, "u r oso on my side during my ups & down 2"...

Cherish the moment that v have!!!

April Fool is not really a fool day!!!

Yes...1st of April...a day that v can't show our temper even though v r being fool...as usual, i was fooled by many ppl , some even a few hours b4 1st of April...these r some of the tricks...

"eh, i saw a picture of u & a girl without clothes in the facebook...wat happen ya?"

"call me bc, urgent"

"writing a blog post tat she is gonna quit studying"

all these end wif "HAPPY APRIL FOOL"....

Let's skip the trick part...

Actually,it's a red-letter day for me...i got the invitation from Nuffnang for the premiere screening of the movie "Fast & Furious 4"...

Thanks to Nuffnang!!!

The 1st Premiere Screening in my 21st year...

I thought is juz that...somehow, luck is following us at the last few hour on the 1st of April....

Juz imagine...half way of the movie...u went 2 d toilet...then u left ur wallet in the toilet...
Din even realise about it...even after d movie...d wallet is in d toilet for more than 1 hour....
Juz realize about it when somemore ask small change from u 2 pay for the parking fee...
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Guess wat...the wallet & all d document was found by 'some1'...& tat 'some1' would take d effort 2 take it 2 d customer service centre...d money in it is gone...bt d document is still there...
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How if tat 'some1' took it & din take it 2 d customer service centre?
How if u onli realize it when u r on d way bc or reach home?
How if the security din stay at the toilet 2 supervise the cleaner?
How if the security department have closed?
many many many of How if...
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bt it's lucky...reali lucky...if nt it will be a long day for u rite???
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u all might ask me "eh...u lost ur wallet ar?"
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wat i can say is "Happy Belated April Fool"...hehehe....

Happy Earth Day!!!

Happy Earth day has almost passed for a week d...it's on 28/3/2009...8.30-9.30pm....
That time I was at my hometown-Perlis...
b4 this, I actually wished that I was in KL...so I could c how's scenery in KL without most of the light...how's d light of KLCC & KL tower being switched off...
anyway, i was not tat disappointed at all...i was even glad that my family oso support this...they onli realice about the Earth Day when i told them...at 1st i thought they will juz treat tat day like any other normal day...Thanks a lot...v reali did swith off the light & juz sat outside for an hour on tat day!!!

My house without any single light....

Many might think tat by doing so for onli 1 hour wouldn't help anything...bt i don think so....at least, v started it...d result will onli obvious in a long run...think for the future...

Later on, my bro & I went around the neighbourhood to see how's the situation...not many ppl reali aware of tis...however, is nice when i noticed tat a restaurant oso take d effort to support the Earth day...they switched off their light & a candle was on every table...think another way round,it might b romantic...there's still ppl would put down their selfishness & contribute for others...is reali glad 2 c that...

*for those Perlis-ian who r interested to know wat restaurant izit??is actually d restaurant beside the Taman Perlis's basketball court...