7-5-2009

Again...come to junctions...choices need 2 be made fast...but this time i was 2 slow & hesitating...i dunno wat have stop me...even simple things...
Going bc hometown or not?
Taking multimedia or mini project during nex sem?

Have lunch wif a fren...at the same time, i was introduced a new fren..
erm...quite a nice fren in the 1st glance...
Their opinion did help...
"Juz go back & put ur mind in a peace...staying here won't help anything..."
"Juz put aside ur marks & CGPA, then fight for it la..."
"Do u wan to learn more?"
This is among the important thing tat i could remember during the whole lunch session...

Proceed & sit in the car for some times...
Thinking of the pass...
I used to be firm in making choices...
Where's the courage & confident???
I lost it???
nono...being in a safe zone for a long time let me 4get tat i hv both tis things...
It's in me...
It's the time i need it back to perform...

Straight away went to the campus after that...
finally v got 2 meet the lecturer that incharge in the miniproject for electronics...
he did gv a lot of advise...
i wasn't actually influenced by his advise actually...
but his words did bring me back to 3 years ago...
"for wat u come to university?degree?bla..bla...the reason is u come to learn to learn..."
"Now the question is you wan to learn or not??if yes...don worry about the marks...if u do well,the marks will follow u..."
3 years ago, when i 1st step in university, i smiled & told myself "yeah~i m now an undergradute..."
I wan to graduate wif skills...
I wan to graduate wif tools...
I wan to graduate wif knowledges...

All in all...it come back to myself...I shud always know what i wan...juz proceed...
1 of my frenz say to me...
"do u know tat the things tat make u different?"
"it's ur confident!!!"
Really thanks for that...is indeed a word from a great fren...

Thanks to the frenz tat have lunch wif me...so as Mr Ong/Mr Siew/Mr Wee...

*To my frenz tat facing the same condition,this's not a propagation of choosing wat subject ya...i still think tat v need to make our own decision despite all the advice from 3rd parties...sorry if there's any influence...